Who am I?
Crossdressing has been a part of me for as long as I can remember. From secretly trying on my mother’s clothes as a child to fully embracing my love for feminine fashion as an adult, this journey has been one of discovery, desire, and transformation. It started with small moments — sneaking into my mother’s wardrobe at 12, feeling an unexplainable pull toward delicate fabrics, soft silhouettes, and the elegance of femininity. By my teenage years, I was ordering my own clothes, exploring different styles, and experiencing both excitement and uncertainty about what it all meant.
For a while, I suppressed it. During a long-term relationship with a girlfriend, I kept my feminization hidden. It wasn’t until we broke up that I finally let myself explore again — buying more clothes, learning makeup, diving into online communities. I met people who encouraged me, including an older gentleman who helped me step into my feminization with confidence. Now, with a supportive partner and a deeper understanding of myself, sissyfication and crossdressing is not just a kink or a hobby; it’s an essential part of my identity.
But what does that mean? And why do so many of us feel drawn to feminization and crossdressing? That’s what I want to explore in this blog.
The Purpose of This Blog
Sissyfication is often talked about in purely fetishistic or deeply personal terms — but I want to go beyond that. My goal is to examine genderbending, feminization, and submission through a scientific, psychological, and cultural lens. What drives these desires? How have societies treated crossdressing and gender fluidity throughout history? Is feminization purely a kink, or does it reveal deeper truths about gender and identity?
This blog will be a space where I combine personal experience with research, analyzing gender roles, masculinity, and femininity through:
- Psychology & Neuroscience — How does the brain respond to feminization, submission, and role reversal?
- Cultural History — How have different societies embraced (or rejected) gender nonconformity?
- Eroticism vs. Identity — For some, sissyfication is sexual; for others, it’s an expression of self. What makes the difference?
- Modern Trends & Technology — How do AI, VR, and digital spaces shape gender transformation?
Who This Blog is For
This blog is for anyone curious about genderbending, crossdressing, and sissyfication, whether you’re a sissy yourself, a researcher, or just someone questioning traditional gender roles. I’m not here to preach or claim I have all the answers — I’m here to explore, analyze, and discuss.
I invite you to join the conversation. What are your thoughts on feminization? Have you had similar experiences? What topics would you like to see covered? Let’s break down gender and identity together.
💖 Welcome to my blog. Let’s dive in. 💖
